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I’m stupid
Just a dumb b**ch
He’s an alcoholic
A career addict
He gets high and does stupid sh*t.
Sometimes
He don’t come home
I wanna kick me out like my friends tell me to
But I open the door. I take his hand.
I wash him down then I lay him down.
The love we make that night is extraordinary
because we miss each other and he’s a good f**k anyway.
Now he’s sober and I’m excited. Happy for him. Optimistic.
But I know he’ll f**k up again. He always does.
But then he’s nice again. I get sucked in.
My friends say he sucks.
Behind my back they call me stupid – just a dumb b**ch
But I’m smart enough to say f**k them and f**k you too
And if my baby happens to be reading this
I want you to know that I LOVE YOU.
The Sellout the new EP by Macy Gray, coming Summer 2009**To get the latest AllHipHop Alternatives Features, follow us on Twitter @ www.twitter.com/AHHalternatives**
