DMX

Hip-Hop Rumors: DMX Breaks Down Crying, Says Mom Never Once Said She “Loved Him”


DMX has worn his heart on his sleeve during this season of VH1’s “Couples Therapy”. Last night’s episode was no different, with X revealing that his mother never once told him that she loved him.

“She had not once ever told me that she loved me. You know what I think a lot of people lose sight of the fact that no matter how strong you are as a man no matter how tough you are we all need to be somebody’s baby.

He also speaks on being abused by his mother and longing to call her “mommy.” DMX breaks down crying in a very sad scene that really shows that he is still hurting by the rejection from his mother as a child.

“I used to always turn to drugs when I was feeling a certain way and now that I’m not doing that,” DMX said. Sometimes when the pressure builds up I call ‘bino’ and be like, “I just wanted to say, “Mommy.” I wanted to say that word; ‘Mommy’!, not my mother. I wanted to say mommy. I just wanted to say ‘Hi’ to her to her because I haven’t talked to her in years. I just wanted to say, “Hi Mommy, I love you.”

This is very sad. Check out the video here.

  • immackulate

    this niggah stay acting like a BYTCH – niggah how old is you and when are you gonna really grow the phuck up? 

    this niggah need a LES BRWON book in his life … f’real!!!

    • Jay overstreet you need to learn to be more compassionate for people, he was not loved as a child, let me ask you something if your mother abused you as child and never once told you she loved you how would that make you feel? if DMX was right in front of your face would you tell him that he is a bitch? stop it with the internet gangsterism, he is being a real man and showing us that he is a human being in pain. Your comments are very cold and negative.

      • Trill talk. While these other dudes pretend to be something they aren’t, X is going to keep it 100 and give you his soul whether you like it or not.

      • immackulate

        man do you know how many kids pull themselves up from the bootstraps – he never had a mother NEITHER did LES BROWN and millions of other black kids in america … quit making excuses and man the phuck up that niggah aint even a father to all his own cot damn kids – so phuck making excuses for this emotional ass crack fiend – i let you niggahs feel sorry for a niggah that had millions but smoked himself into this condition and now he wanna call foul like – I NEVER HAD A MOMMA lol gtfoh w the dumb dumb

      • immackulate

        man do you know how many kids pull themselves up from the bootstraps – he never had a mother NEITHER did LES BROWN and millions of other black kids in america … quit making excuses and man the phuck up that niggah aint even a father to all his own cot damn kids – so phuck making excuses for this emotional ass crack fiend – i let you niggahs feel sorry for a niggah that had millions but smoked himself into this condition and now he wanna call foul like – I NEVER HAD A MOMMA lol gtfoh w the dumb dumb

      • immackulate

        nah if he was in my face … i might NOT say bytch but thats only depending on how HEATED the conversation is at that point … BUT I WILL DEFINITELY TELL HIM TO MAN THE PHUCK UP – QUIT STARTING MULTIPLE FAMILIES WHICH IS GOING TO KEEP THE CYCLE OF PAIN THAT HE’S ENDURING GOING – which will event. spread to his kids

        MY COMMENTS AREN’T COLD AND NEGATIVE – THEY ARE REAL
        HOW MANY MISTAKES HAS HE MADE SINCE 2000 AND HOW MANY TIMES ARE WE GONNA CONT. TO MAKE EXCUSES FOR THIS MAN

        ITS CALLED “TOUGH LOVE” – CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM – ya’ll keep giving WEAK FEABLE MINDED PEOPLE PASSES WHICH DOESNT DO ANYTHING BUT CONTINUE TO ENABLE THEM

      • 412VC on Twitter

        @courtney WELL SAID! That why you got 21 Likes 

    • cmon man this is his mother he is talking about, imagine if your mother never accpeted you like that growing up when you need her the most, you would be fucked up too,
      (samthegreat)

      • immackulate

        man do you know how many kids pull themselves up from the bootstraps – he never had a mother NEITHER did LES BROWN and millions of other black kids in america … quit making excuses and man the phuck up

        that niggah aint even a father to all his own cot damn kids – so phuck making excuses for this emotional ass crack fiend – i let you niggahs feel sorry for a niggah that had millions but smoked himself into this condition and now he wanna call foul like – I NEVER HAD A MOMMA lol gtfoh w the dumb dumb

    • shieky24

      you wasn’t even allowed to leave the porch bitch shut up

      • immackulate

        allowed to leave the porch … lol man if you dont get off DMX dick you faggot azz lap dancer – its niggahs that wont ever sign a record deal thats been thru far worse than this PUZZY azz coward – and they were able to pull themselves up from the bootstraps – he’s weak and unstable crack fiend

    • This dumb ass comment is an example of fake niggas speaking on shit they know nothing about.

      • immackulate

        shut up square – his own ex-wife said the same thang
        i give 2 squats about how many records he sold – he’s an unstable, emotional crackhead @ BEST

      • 412VC on Twitter

        THANK YOU!! Dumb niggas these days think they made out of steel and cant be touched

  • johnblacksad

    Slippin’

  • scullyson

    Watched this last night. It was deep. It’s real tho and you gotta give X alotta credit for airing that out on TV. I think duke lifted  a big wieght off his shoulders none the less. Stay Strong X!

  • D

    Everybody goes through the motions as a child, and it affects everyone differently. Some people wild out in the streets because both parents weren’t there.

    I definitely understand where he’s coming from, having a parent there and still not feeling loved explains a lot about X (before rap).

    For those that don’t know, rap just made public what people knew about X (as a person) behind the scenes.

  • X had me ready to cry.X needs a serious drama movie role.I think X could go far in Hollywood.Way further than he’s been.

  • X come on already. Ok, u got issues, but u’ve become like this cry baby I’m damaged character. u say u have God and still no strenght. This is a gimmick man

    • man stfu 

    • Fred claus this is not a gimmick, why would he cry for publicity? he is hurting for real and here you are making a mockery out of his pain, stop it with your foolish comment and try and be a bit more understanding. Are you not a human being? are you saying you don’t have feelings? what if your mother treated you this way how would you feel? a lot of you internet thugs come on here talking all tough but many of you are soft as jelly babies, at least DMX has the courage to show people how he really feels instead of acting all super thugged out, come on now lets be real for a minute!

    • jamaicanbornanbreed

      a dude wit the name fred claus should not be trying to act hard….dats real shit..real emotion…dis dude is a thug rapper…whut is his benefits for crying on vh1…niggaz like u cry all da time so stop acting like this is something u never seen…..peoples past determine who they are….u ever met a chick dat was beatiful but completly crazy…and would fight at a drop of a hat….and had crazy trust issues..80% of da time dat person was either sexually abuse by an family memeber or a close family freind….dmx was so angry in his life for the lack of emotion his moms showed him plus the lost of his grandmother whom did take care of him..da way he lashed out was violence or drug abuse….proably why son dnt know how to love….this is real shit…everybody cries…even thugs

      • BoldSpice

        What his name got to do with it? You don’t know Fred life just lke you don’t know X life. Chill out son. Fred might be voted most likely to bust your azz. Matter of fact you was on the other post making weak momma jokes come on homie pick one side of the fence and stay your azz on it. Clowning dude name then cutting for X. Yous a groupie joe.

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        being voted to do something and doing something is two opposite things..for instance i would not be voted most likely to bust your azz…i would just bust your azz and remove all doubt…u got such a boner for me dat u go to forum to forum… reply whut i said so we can engaged in a verbal confrontation…well here it is bold…whut you wanna do?…verbally of course dnt piss ur pants i knw u not for dat physicall…i thought u were over the last verbal lashing…..glutton for punishment huh…well look i’m not for dat brokeback mountain shit so go elsewhere to complete your bromance…and after ur done deep-throating fred and you wash the taste of dick from ur mouth…maybe…jus maybe we can politic about today issues but it stops there fun-boy…..by the way remember u bitching about niggaz cant spell….well u spelled azz wrong…..fu!@#ing stan

      • BoldSpice

        Don’t flatter yourself. And just so we don’t get anything confused i think you are the biggest fukk boy on this site. I actually had no intention on coming here until i got a email saying you were commenting on my posts so stay of my dick and i won’t kick you in yours. Come on fagg don’t go all iThug on me. You and I know you are 100% puzzy meat. Wet mouth muthafuckaz like you always on some slick shit thinking you funny so stick with what u know and keep them balls on your tongue boy.

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        bold u got on here and reply to whut i wrote not the other way around….i dnt have my phone alert me to anyone fore i dnt care about this shit…so who sounds like e-thug..dnt lie bitch anyone with eyes can see u brought the fight to me….now i’m not runing..i’m stating facts and if you want to take this out the realm of the super highway then lets get it…..da nerve of this faggot reply to me when i’m talking to someone else then turn bitch-maid when u find out its a real nigga….we done stated everything there is homie…if u wanna shoot me a fair one…then be a man an admit it…in the mean time stop stalking me on hip-hop rumors…take me off ur smartphone..or whatever geek squad shit you’ve done…this aint revenge of the nerds..fuk ur life

      • BoldSpice

        You don’t care but you keep repying. And you just replied to some shyt i wrote 6 days ago. Chill with that white boy. It’s called email If your broke azz could afford one you would know what i was talking about. You the farthest from real. fake niggah, fake jamaican, fake thug, you can’t even get being a white boy right. Rednecks like you kill me. Wanna be black so bad you online faking look in your panties boy, then you’ll know you aint black. Die slow cream puff.

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        broke..this coming from a faggot in his momma basement ease dropping on me giving moms the business…look little bitch aint u still in school….and yea i aint got no smartphone…my money goes to rent, car payment,car insurance,weed, vodka and da strip clubs(biggup mons venus)my cake does not go to stalking men on the internet….u wanna knw whuts sad…when u write about me i knw u looking at a mirror dats showing you yourself…and dats why u so mad…because ur fake and i callled u on it…i knw when u write something about me ur really talking bout urself…but lets be real…calm down…u reply to whut i wrote to fred…so i reply back and i went to another forum and i see sum shit u wrote about me so i replyed back….i never just wrote to you…i dnt knw u…dnt wanna knw u….but i’m not gonna let sum bleeding asshole fagott style me in anyways..so u done yet bitch…if u dnt want me to reply then dnt talk shit…i told u this is not the revenge of the nerds…and i care not to be the desire of ur affections..i like pu$$y…now i understand u love d!ck…i think its gross but to each its own…u dnt mess with me..and i’ll leave u to ur dubios existence

      • BoldSpice

        Nah you don’t like pu$$y, you are a puzzy. I’m sure most of your money go to AIDS medicine. That’s what you get for being a backdoor bandit though. Good luck with all that inbred Jed. You get enough man shit on your dick already. I don’t need to talk shit to you.

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        backdoor bandit…only uptown white faggots talk like dat…either dat or drag queens…which one are you

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        “look in ur panties boy”..damn son you telling on yourself…the more you write the more your faggot side come out…you sound like one of dem catholic priets

      • BoldSpice

        No lil white buddy you still the one with panties on. Probably pink thongs. I’m sure you know allllll about them catholic priests. With your dirty azz knees.

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        your words not mine…i know i’m not walking around with little boy’s saliva on my d!ck….i got ur moms pu$$y juce on it but no little boys like you….how gay is it to try to imagine panties a dude is suppose to be wearing….this kid is so gay it’s coming out his ears…and if i’m white…yo daddy is white…think about it while ur moms tops me off

    • scullyson

      Ay Yo peep > It’s better to keep one’s mouth shut and be thought a fool rather than open it and resolve all doubt. Be Cool Fool…smh

    • That ain’t cool bruh.  Had the opportunity to meet X once down in Atlanta and he’s a real down to earth humble dude.  He would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it.  Last thing this man is is a cry baby.  He just a normal cat from the hood that experienced more pain than usual.  Bet you wouldn’t say dat sh#t to his face homie.

      • 412VC on Twitter

        dont mind him he’s still in high school

  • Real talk, my Pops experienced this same thing with his Mother. He was never able to express himself about the situation until she was long gone. You could definitely see the pain and struggle he had with that. I definitely feel for DMX on this one. I hope he’s able to make peace with it someday.

  • David Gonz

    WAHHHHH. CANT EVEN CRACK THE DOOR AROUND THIS NIGGA HELL GO GRAB A LIGHTER. WESTCOAST FOR LIFE

    • BoldSpice

      Low blow homie. But damn you made me laugh.

      • immackulate

        how is that a low blow … the niggah a mf crack head

    • immackulate

      you already know …

  • BoldSpice

    Damn he went all the way in I only seen kids cry that hard. He ain’t the first and won’t be the last. Plenty of orphans, homeless and abused kids out there to be crying over. Seeing a grown man cry, epecially as hard as he was is some deep shit though. Kinda felt bad for dude.

  • rep87

    This is the damage one can do to a child for life!  DMX is a real man who bared his soul much respect for him  ! May GOD bless you my Brother !

  • EL_BARK

    Lol

    Ahh read my shet before it post smh

  • Dre

     “You know what I think a lot of people lose sight of the fact that no matter how strong you are as a man no matter how tough you are we all need to be somebody’s baby.” Thats real and respected !!

    • immackulate

      what … man if you dont cut that out

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  • There are REAL psychological ramifications for having been neglected by a parent. Many fake hardcore cats may burry their feelings but they feel it none the less. Especially a male being neglected by his mom. It can not only affect your mental state but it can affect how you deal with other women in your life. All yall wanna be hardhcore dudes that are calling him soft because he shed a tear over his mom are just frontin’ and putting on a hard exterior because you’re probably hurt little kids inside..trying to be what you view as a man. DMX always been emotional!!! Doesnt mean that he’s soft..there is a difference. I know alot of KILLERS that are soft without a weapon. Get some knowledge!!!  smh

  • rsetts

    Good to see X man put it out there like that. Real dudes do real things. Just because he shows his emotions, don’t get it twisted. He’s still DMX. I appreciate that to the fullest. I’m the same way. I can cry one minute and crack your back the next.

  • lol this man too old to be talking about his mother and crying over it. Next please

    • YOu’re never too old to be effected by childhood trauma. Shit stays with you for life. Damn! Sometimes I swear the people commenting on this site are either all teens or just plain idiots. Do some research before you spout stupid shit.

      • immackulate

        man do you know how many kids pull themselves up from the bootstraps – he never had a mother NEITHER did LES BROWN and millions of other black kids in america … quit making excuses and man the phuck up that niggah aint even a father to all his own cot damn kids – so phuck making excuses for this emotional ass crack fiend – i let you niggahs feel sorry for a niggah that had millions but smoked himself into this condition and now he wanna call foul like – I NEVER HAD A MOMMA lol gtfoh w the dumb dumb

  • Everyone from the hood knows killers and/or real street cats. Stating that.. almost all of them have one thing in common…. fucked up families. With the exception of serial killers… most heartless niggas are created… not born that way. All have some type of issue that led them to being the way they are.

    Seeing DMX cry doesn’t make him less than a man at all. You could see that shit was from his soul. Like most, he just buried that shit under the surface… but speaking that shit out loud brought up all those emotions that he tried to bury for years. 

    Everyone likes to be blinded and think these celebrities are so much larger than life and don’t have the issues we do.. but they ALL have shit buried.. all human just like the rest of us.

    X has always been a real dude out the gate. While others was talking that flossing bullshit (just like they are today) he was talking about coming from the streets robbing those flossing ass niggas. More people can identify with being broke and trying to get theirs than buying multiple cars and houses and the rest of that bullshit (keep that shit in mind when writing your raps.).

    The fact that X was even able to share that pain will hopefully help him to heal and become the person he wants to be in his heart.

    Don’t worry X… real niggas get where you coming from fam….
    You don’t look like no sucker to us….

    • immackulate

      man you the worse kind of bruvah/niggah whatever you wanna call yourself …
      we dont have time to stop the bus for these grown men still playing childish games >>> we gotta push forward and keep it moving.
       
      you need to grow a pair of nutz and stop defending these lost souls – especially when its kids out here that REALLY need the help and resources that this man is getting for free – drugs has ruined this mans life AND THAT HAS BEEN HIS OWN CHOICE. 
       
      WAIT im supposed to feel sorry for a niggah that has DAMN NEAR 10 kids that he aint PRO-ACTIVE in raising – and how can he when he has multiple baby mama’s in different states.  So in turn he’s gonna continue the cycle and leave his kids to fend for themselves just like he had to.  The thing about it is HIS kids didnt sell millions of records and net multi-millions so they stand the chance at being worse off than he ever was
       
       – i aint making no more excuses for these weak azz crack heads
      give 2 squats he made hit records – cuz he ruined his own family and squandered
      the blessings GOD gave him – u bleeding heart bloggers is wack for continuing to let this cycle go on – we forgive BULLSHYT too easy  

  • RazaBladeKing

    Lets be real here.  Is tha DMX video sad? Yes.  But this n**** is damn… near… 40 (he may be older, dont know/dont care).  Once you’re a parent, its time to let the mommy issues go, bruh.  Eventually you have to MAN THE F*** UP an start takin responsibility for your own life, I dont care how cruddy ur childhood was.  Yall new cats (the Drake generation) make excuses all you want, but this hurts X’s credibility, period.  Aint nothin remarkable or respectable about a FATHER cryin bout his mother issues from 30+ YEARS AGO on national tv… its just pitiful.  Short n sweet, he’s too OLD for this s*** (not too street, too hard, etc… too…damn… OLD).  I’ll spare yall my rant on the illuminati feedin these weak n****s their vices until they self destruct, but X has no business doin this kinda s*** ON VH1; keep that s*** in ur house an on ur well-paid therapists’ couch.  STOP WHININ… STOP CRYIN… (side note: stop wearin girls jeans)… and MAN… the F***… UP!  U want ur sons followin this example?

    Just my $.02.  If u scroll down, theres a HILARIOUS e-beef brewin…

    • What credibility is it hurting? DMX has always been emotional!! I’ve seen him numerous times in concert crying and getting emotional about something he was feeling in the lyrics of his songs or “prayers”.

      True story…if you study or know anything about psychology you would find out that our childhood has alot to do with our paind and issues as adults. It can go either way…u can represss those feeling and hide/mask them like it doesnt bother you OR you can be free with how u feel and how things affect you. DMX has always been free with his feeling and emotions, so I dont think it hurts his credibility unless you really believe that “tough guys” dont get emotional or have feelings . Obviously, we all know he has some issues!!!

      Like you said…it doesnt mean he shouldnt take personal responsibilty but at the same time…in therapy you have to confront the CAUSES of your issues. That’s what therapy is!! If you go to therapy at 60 years old then you’re still gonna have to talk about your issues and their causes. Now whether or not I would do it on TV…..nah, not me! lol

      Oh yeah…that “E Beef” and the bottom was hilarious lol

      • RazaBladeKing

        @Crom… “illuminati bulls***”?  Everyone born anywhere on this planet is born into a regional system where they pay tithe to a centralized unit for their right to exist there and use the unit’s services.  These systems are predicated on monetary systems that create artificial value for resources and services.  Eventually, you always see the same thing: a small group of people with a large amount of money/resources, and a large group of people who fight over the smaller group’s scraps (ie, “Pyramid scheme”).  Call it illuminati, old boys club, powers that be, billionaire boys club, nWo, whatever.  SOMEBODY decides where the money and resources go after the ‘tithes’ are collected (ie, who starves/who flourishes)… it isnt just random.  My advice is always: follow the money.  (Someone can afford to pay Jay-Z’s $150 Mil contract, and if you think they dont have an agenda… “ignorance is bliss”.  Why would 60-year-old white men pay 30-year-old black men to tell 15-year-old black men to dress like women and act like b****es?  Just for fun?)  Go read something, anything.

        @Antoine… my beef aint DMX actin like a b****, its the context he chose to do it in.  Sellin his tears to the highest bidder (in this case, VH1).  As far as credibility, i cant put a DMX cd in the deck an hear him scream about shootin me in the face for an hour after seein this contradictory visual (that he volunteered for nat’l tv).  Of course we all feel pain, but re-read my post an you’ll understand my frustration.

    • crom777

      I agreed with you 100% until you brought up that illuminati Bullshit. But other than that man up,  get over it, and be responsible for your own shit X.

  • immackulate

    man you the worse kind of bruvah/niggah whatever you wanna call yourself …
    we dont have time to stop the bus for these grown men still playing childish games >>> we gotta push forward and keep it moving.
     
    you need to grow a pair of nutz and stop defending these lost souls – especially when its kids out here that REALLY need the help and resources that this man is getting for free – drugs has ruined this mans life AND THAT HAS BEEN HIS OWN CHOICE. 
     
    WAIT im supposed to feel sorry for a niggah that has DAMN NEAR 10 kids that he aint PRO-ACTIVE in raising – and how can he when he has multiple baby mama’s in different states.  So in turn he’s gonna continue the cycle and leave his kids to fend for themselves just like he had to.  The thing about it is HIS kids didnt sell millions of records and net multi-millions so they stand the chance at being worse off than he ever was
     
     – i aint making no more excuses for these weak azz crack heads
    give 2 squats he made hit records – cuz he ruined his own family and squandered
    the blessings GOD gave him – u bleeding heart bloggers is wack for continuing to let this cycle go on – we forgive BULLSHYT too easy  

    • Casor_Greener

      Yeah man forget this clown

      • immackulate

        gutter gutter

  • jamaicanbornanbreed

    i agree with da fact dat he MUST stop this hazard cycle in his family by taking care of his kids and to love his wife..and being the better man…but thats the issue at heart…he has no idea of how to love nor how to raise his kids….earl simmons mother when he was about 8-10 years old one day just got up and dropped him of at an reform school…and dats how this sad story starts….however i do agree that he should man up and make sure his seeds dnt grow up in the same dubious manner exspecially if dey dnt develop a jump shot or inherit there fathers musical ability….but to ridicule the man for shedding tears because his mother never wanted him or loved him…we all got mothers…we all got love for our moms…u tellin me growing up without the warm embrace of the women who spawned you is not worth crying for?…now would i cry like an infant on vh1…no…but i grew up with mom dukes and we very close so i wouldn’t knw how it feels…whut i do know is that is some internal emotional shit…and x has always wore his heart on his sleeve….look how when chicks grow up without an fatherly influence how much self-asteem, trust and cheating issues they have for there whole life….i dnt knw if hes selling his soul to the highest bidder and i dnt really care…this is a issue everywhere and having it materlalize on vh1 mite cause one of these dead beats moms to show there kids more affection…i wouldnt ridicule da man expecially since i have not gone thru whut he went thru

    • immackulate

      look here my man – when you reach a certain age in life (12-13) maybe earlier you start to learn RIGHT and WRONG from other people … i watched my pops die early when i was 11 and i could have played victim and let the hood raise me … true i fell victim to peer pressure as most teenagers do but i always prided myself on learning from other niggahs mistakes … some people use hardships in life as a stepping stone AND some choose to use it as excuses to their mistakes <<< it aint about him crying its about him growing the phuck up … this the same niggah that gets locked up 2x in the same year for the same shyt – his ex-wife has been thru the same exact shit he's been thru as explained in her BREAKFAST CLUB interview – he using that shyt for sympathy so niggahs can rationalize his phuck ups and say "THATS WHY HE SMOKES CRACK, STAYS IN JAIL, PHUX GROUPIES WITH NO RUBBERS, POSES AS FEDERAL AGENTS cuz his mama never said I LOVE YOU … hell my grandma had 7 daughters and she never told them she loved them either cuz she country #1, and she just doesnt show her feelings like that #2 lol –

      LES BROWN was deemed retarded damn near – his mama and teachers told him he would never be shyt in life – the niggah used that fire to be a role model to other youths in his position and became a millionaire –

      do i think he's a bad person – HELL NAW i think he's just useta NOT TAKING ACCOUNTABILITY and has been surrounded by people who enable his bullshyt which is ultimately why he acts so foolish and makes the same mistakes over and over again

      • jamaicanbornanbreed

        true…but we all differnt ppl…right or wrong?….people like u,les brown,and even my pops cuz he came up alone on the streets of jamiaca in the late 60’s…people like ya’ll didn’t allow your lost to be a crutch…as a matter of fact ya’ll used it as life fuel…to channel change and as an example of not whut to do…then theres ppl who are morbit by nature(listen to the title of all his albums) who allows and use the harsh reality of there up bringing as a reasons to there eratic and sometimes harmful behavior….its the same equivalent to your everyday ball players….thousands proably millions of kids dnt make there varsity basketball team…most just move on or use dat as an example or an ephiany dat they arent cut out for pro-ball….but not michael jeffery jordan..when he failed to make varsity it made him work harder…fast forward to this day where he is the most recognized athlete…i’m not defending this brotha….just trying to give you an insight on how an other misguided soul deals with there issues….dmx was not thought to love and to be an parent fore he was never thought by his mom to love….nonetheless da man should definetly take accountability otherwise he’s setting up his kids for failure similar to whut his moms did to him…..still i feel for the man…i’ve seen him perform 3 times..AND ALL THREE TIMES HE CRIED DURING PRAYER….plus not having ya moms show u love is not something everyone can handle..hats off to whomever can…but i knw dats some ill shyt to deal with so even though i whish he would wake da fuk up…i still feel for the man…hes a human being too…no matter who a person is or bad azz they appear..love is essential in life….the majority of the animal kingdom takes care of there young

  • Romia Blue

    X and I share the same birthday and I also recieved abuse at the hands of my mother so I’ve always felt dude more than any other rapper in the game. I’ve seen him in tour and it is true; this dude has ALWAYS been emotional – especially during his prayers. He’s always given it up to the Father any chance he’s gotten. But telling dude to stop crying and get over it; I speak from experience. Until you face that shyt, you can’t just get over it. Unless that person knows and acknowledges that they hurt you, that shyt is just a gaping wound. My moms got it in the form of a letter almost 10 years ago and me being the baby of the fam, she didn’t realize how much shyt I saw her do from abusing me, to herself in the form of drugs. So for those who don’t know, or never grew up the product of an abusive sitation, don’t talk on what a nygga should do. He sits with his mother in the next episode so maybe this will be the break he needs. DMX will always be my nygga. And you can’t blame the dirty foot hoes he had them other babies with. Everybody know dude been ringed up! so don’t put all the blame on his illegitimate kids on him. #IJS

    • immackulate

      i put the blame for his illegit kids cuz he aint wearing rubbers and literally told THE ONLY WOMAN THATS EVER BEEN DOWN FOR HIM he was gonna continue to phuck chix until his dick fell off … this niggah is RECKLOUS at best

      what does his mama have to do with him schmoking crack and not being a husband or a father … the way he grew up should make him want to be whatever he was missing for his kids … ROMIA BLUE you normally type some introspective thought provoking responses and it seems like to me – you are no where near as recklous as this niggah is … so because he has yo birthday you gonna allow this man to slide?  answer me why you have a bleeding heart for a niggah a crackhead … is it because he can rap?  What is it exactly please help me to understand your POV –

      • Romia Blue

        he said she “abandoned” him at 7. I can’t imagine trying to grow up around strangers but I came home many a day to a passed out mother. I had the love of a father only on the weekends (they were separated from age 5-11), a sister and two brothers (11 & 12 years my senior). I can’t say where X’s father was but from what I can tell, he didn’t have a big family. I have 8 aunts and uncles on one side, 8 on the other. I didn’t grow up in a borrough of NY so I’m quite sure that also had influence on him getting into drugs early but I can show you the bullet holes that are still in the walls of my family home now. You right, I’m no where as reckless, but it’s because I saw how drugs affected my mom. I don’t know if his mom abused drugs, but between me witnessing my fam, and the dudes gettin shot around my way, I stayed my azz in school to avoid it.

        Dudes hurt/cheat on the females thats’ been down with them since day one and they’re sober. So how is his situation any different? It takes two people to cheat and create a child. so again, can you really put all the blame on him or the other females who just saw an opportunity to say, I have a baby by X. My mother’s faults made me a better woman but that was also a choice and a combination of the shyt I’ve seen. He (and his wife but she cleaned herself up) became a drug addict. He was chosen to do this path for whatever reason. Just as MJB (to critics) seem to have done her best work while high, we probably wouldn’t even HAVE a DMX if it wasn’t for his trials. I’m just simply saying, everybody’s path is different and if you ain’t that person, (not you personally, speaking in general) folk saying what he needs to do, need to fall back cause it ain’t them.

  • littlebit200020

     
    First, I think it was very brave of that man to tackle such a difficult and sensitive issue on VH1 knowing that people are going to talk about this and attempt to pass judgment on him. NONE OF YOU KNOW THAT MAN’S STRUGGLLE OR HAVE WALKED IN HIS SHOES. It is easy for everyone on here to sit back and talk trash when I am sure that was one of the hardest things that man has done. Call him a punk, a baby, a crack head or whatever. It does not matter. That MAN is taking steps to correct the wrong in his life. That MAN is accepting responsibility for mistakes. That MAN has displayed more courage by doing this show and opening up about his issues than any of you  on here. How many of you calling him names and  talking reckless can live your life under a microscope for the whole world to see and judge. Are ya’ll really trying to say that all of you lead such perfect lives that you could handle it. None of you man or woman have had something happen in your life that still haunts you and effects you til this day? If so then you are the lucky ones.

  • Restlesscali

    This aint a damn rumor!!! Sh**T was on the show!

    • right. they put it under rumors so that they can get people clowning him.. smh

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  • Dude u r 40something and cry abt ish that happened 40 yrs ago? Get over it

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