Words: Kathy Iandoli Video: Jamile Karout
Brandy's road to the top didn't have its fair share of bumps along the way. In Part Two, we learn about her sticking together with brother Ray J when the media gets brutal, her planning for her '30s and her rap career that never was, and a "Boy Is Mine" Part Two?
AllHipHop.com Alternatives: So what would you say you’re looking forward to the most in your ‘30s coming up?
Brandy: They say ‘30s are the new ‘20s, huh.
AHHA: Yeah, amen.
Brandy: I’m so glad Jay-Z said that ‘cause where would we be in our ‘30s?
AHHA: What are you looking forward to in your ‘30s that you might not have been looking forward to in your ‘20s?
Brandy: I’m still trying to get to the place where I am looking forward to my ‘30s. As much as I’ve heard about how great the ‘30s are and how it’s this great life and you’re just gonna have fun, you’re a lot wiser and you’re just gonna do your thing, I am still trying to get to the place, okay, lady in about five-six months you are about to be 30. You are never gonna be in your ‘20s again. I am holding on to this 29 as much as possible. I am still trying to get to this place for sure. I’m happy to be alive for sure.
AHHA: Your brother Ray J went through a period of time where he was “Brandy’s brother” and now he really came into his own. How does that make you feel?
Brandy: I am so thankful for that because honestly just to see him go through that, I wasn’t able to enjoy everything that I had accomplished because I didn’t feel like I could share that with him because that’s what everybody said – that he was in my shadow and he’s just Brandy’s brother. You know, I‘ve always seen him not just my brother, he’s a talent, he’s an artist; he’s an incredible artist at that.
He’s an individual, and I’m just so thankful that he was able to pull through that and now is doing his thing and people have come up to me and said, “Yo that’s Ray J’s sister” and I’ll be like I love that, I love that. I love that we can both do our thing without people just saying that he’s Brandy’s brother or that’s Ray J’s sister or whatever it is. It’s just we’re able to do our own thing, and that’s dope because I can enjoy what I’m doing and he can enjoy what he does in peace and that’s a beautiful thing.
AHHA: When the media gets stupid, do you guys pull together?
Brandy: Absolutely. Me and Ray have stuck together through it all – through all the media negativity we have been there for each other and that’s what family’s all about, and I know I have a friend in him. He’s my best friend and he’s one of my favorite favorite people in the whole world. And I’m just so thankful he’s my brother. I couldn’t have asked God for a better brother; he’s dope. When I have a weak moment I’m calling Ray J for sure, mom’s first, then Ray.
AHHA: How did it make you feel to see Shar Jackson as a rapper now.
Brandy: She is?
AHHA: Shar J.
Brandy: Shar’s a rapper. Are you serious?
AHHA: Yeah, did you see her, she won
Celebrity Rap Superstar. She’s got a single out called "Let It Blow."
Brandy: Are you serious? Oh my God, I didn’t know that. I did not know that.
AHHA: She went toe to toe with Countess Vaughn rhyming on the show.
Brandy: Countess is rapping too?
AHHA: Yeah Countess rapped too, it was on the show.
Brandy: Okay, well now I feel comfortable with letting AllHipHop.com know my secret.
AHHA: You rap on your album?
Brandy: I didn’t rap on the album, but I’m never gonna say it anywhere else. I’m saying it to you guys and you guys can tell everybody you know. I can rap too. I feel so comfortable saying that if my girl is rhyming, if Shar is rapping, Countess is rapping, Brandy’s rapping. I’m like this is it.
Let me tell you how I discovered it; it’s such a cute story. I was in the car and I was just outside had the music blasting, my cousin got me all of these beats from a kid in Mississippi where I’m from. They didn’t have any music on them, like no lyrics or nothing. It was just a beat; it was a track. And you know I’ve been rapping with Eminem and 50 and Jay and Kanye for a long time. I can spit all of their lyrics, Lil Wayne too. And I’ve always wanted to rap, and all of a sudden in the car I’m starting to flow off the top of my head, I’m like no wait a minute am I flowing with no paper, no pen, no nothing? I’m on some Jay-Z ish, I’m like this is crazy, right.
So I go in the house and I’m like, “Oh my god, Ryan!” Ryan’s my cousin, and I’m like, “Ryan I think I can rap, G. I think I can go.” So I spit it for him, he was like, “Oh my God B you might be onto something, you might be onto something. This is actually good this is actually good.” I called Ray, he was like, “B, I’ma take you to the studio.”
So Ray took me to the studio and I did a song and everything. I did, but what happened was is that I think it was so dope and I’m only saying this because I don’t think I’m gonna have a rap career, but I think it was so dope none of my people believed it was me. They thought that I took it from someone else; they never believed I wrote it. They said, “B no one would ever believe you wrote it, no one would ever believe that that was you. Forget about it, get back to singing.” That’s what they told me, so now when I go back to try to flow at the top of my head, it doesn’t come to me anymore because I let them get into my head.