aka Charli Baltimore broke out on the scene following the death Christopher
Wallace. Her breed of raw rapcomparable to Lil Kim in her explicit
style, though not quite as suggestivebrought Charli
to the spotlight without a constant cosign as a former love of Biggie. The
Philly natives place in the Commission was sealed, but sadly that project
never came to fruition. Here, Miss Baltimore discusses in depth some aspects of
Notorious that hid the truth and how
she feels the world is handling Biggies posthumous presence.
off, have you seen Notorious?
No, and I dont really want to see it either. I feel as though its
notit wasnt portrayed realistically.
have been questioning why you were left out of the film.
From what Im understanding, the one particular scene which I guess bothered me
more than anything was that me and B.I.G. were in a really, really, traumatic
car accident. I almost died in that car accident and for them to downplay
itand again I didnt see the movie so I dont know how much its
downplayed or notbut for them to downplay it the way that it was, the
way that it occurred it bothered me. Thats what probably bothers me more so
than anything. I dont usually do too many interviews regarding Big.
The scene is where they show the car accident, there is a girl in the backseat
who I assume is you and then the accident just kind of happens
I went through the windshield. I was in the backseat, thats true. Cease lost
all of his teeth every last one of his teeth got knocked out. He was the
driver. From what I understand its portrayed in the movie like it was really
lightweight, and it had a lot of bearing on Bigs album. And again, everybody
in that car almost lost their life. So I dont play that, its not cool at all.
Big had to have the Jaws of Life remove him, and that was a
really pivotal moment in his career because thats what caused him to do the
double album for Life After Death.
So, you know, the movie is his mothers story, which is how Im getting it, but
again she wasnt there and I had 22 stitches under my hairline that I was the
first person that was taken out of the scene of the accident because any sort
of head injuries they take you first.
That was a really serious accident. It wasnt a fender
bender. It was an accident where we went over the divider and were on to the
other side of the oncoming traffic going the opposite direction and almost went
over an embankment. So for them to downplay that particular event was a little
shocking to me the way that I got it. Like I said, I didnt see it so I dont
know but I know that I still got plenty of stitches and plenty of sometimes
ailments to prove that the accident was no joke. Big had a metal rod that had
to be inserted into his leg and it had a lot to do with him having a life
changing experience that in all actuality Big was not supposed to walk again.
Because of his weight, he had sleep apnea, he was told that he would probably
always have a wheelchair or possibly even a walker and he kind of defied all
odds. We sat in the hospital and he had to go through therapy and he had to
basically learn how to walk again.
[Big] was in a rehabilitation facility for three months
because he had to learn how to walk, and he was determined to do that. Not to
mention he still had a deadline to do this album. You gotta remember when this
happened that Bigs album was almost done. When we got in the hospital and all
this craziness happened, he said, You know what ma, Im going to do a double
album. Im like, Get the hell out of here. People werent really doing that
kind of stuff back then. So he really sat and he like he did it. It was very
inspiring to watch someone do that under the circumstances that he was under,
which was craziness. People telling him that you might never walk again
properly, you may be in a wheelchair, he wasnt trying to hear any of that
sh*t. He was like, Hey, Ima walk again. Ima be fine.
Are you angry about your absence in the movie?
Well you know, if anybody has a right to be mad about
the movie it should be maybe Un or D-Roc. I think that a lot of people who are
portraying themselves in this movie have no idea what type of person that Big
was and one of the funniest things I could recall is that I was thinking about
something Big used to do everyday at a certain time. I cant remember the exact
time, but I remember everyday at a certain time Big would have at least a
45-minute to an hour conversation with Lance Un Rivera, his business partner.
And from what I understand, hes barely in the movie. That was one of Bigs
closest confidants. I feel as though if anyone should be mad really Ill even
go so far as to say lets skip Un, I would say D-Roc. I know how much Big loved
D-Roc, and I know that that was unconditional love. That was real just
brotherly just, straight out Ill do anything for this dude, and vice versa.
D-Roc isnt portrayed much in the movie either following his prison term.
I dont understand any of that. I really dont. I mean, D-Roc lived with Big.
Big loved D-Roc, that was his brother you might as well say .brother from
another mother. So if anybody should be telling Bigs story Im not mad about
the movie but if anybody should be telling Bigs story, it should either be
D-Roc or Un because these are the people that Big confided in the most. Not
Puff, not these other people or whoever claimed to be a part of this film. I
remember these everyday phone calls [between Big and Un]. It didnt matter what
the situation was, what country we were in, Lance and Big had this conversation
Like I said Im not bitter about the film because for me, I
always felt like my relationship really was nobodys business. I know what I
had with Big; I didnt really need to explain it to anyone. But I also you know
Big confided in me as a boyfriend would confide in a girlfriend. So I know a
lot of things about Big that I would never discuss with anyone.
What about you in this equation? You were with Big when he passed; you were a
very important part of his life.
I had just left L.A. when he died. I had left I think two days prior. I had
some personal things I had to take care of, and I had actually just lost one of
my best friends on Valentines Day; they had just gotten killed. That was one
of the main reasons Big wanted me to come to L.A., just so I could take my mind
off that. Actually me and Big had a lot of drama in L.A. What was funny was the
homicide police came to my house after Big died, which was kind of weird to me
but they were just going in all angles. But yeah I was with Big two days before
he died and the funny thing was, he was loving Cali, and he was so happy that
he kind of defied all the odds and was able to walk.
If you notice in the Hypnotize video he just has the
cane he defied all of the things with the walker, with the wheelchair he was in
the hospital for three months undergoing intensive therapy. So that particular
moment in time was what lead to Life
After Death. Thats why that album was called that. Big was just determined
to make it the best that he could make it. I dont think that people realize
that. I think that if they were going to make a movie about Bigs life, it
should have concentrated more on his music. His personal life was really
honestly nobodys business, and if he was alive I dont think he would have
I mean if someone was going to make a movie about Bigs
personal life then it should have been Faith, not Ms. Wallace. I mean come on;
were all adults. As an adult, your mother doesnt know every waking detail of
your personal life. Thats just not realistic. Not to say anything bad about
[Ms. Wallace], but you know I had a relationship with her as well and I have no
idea what she was thinking when she made that movie and kind of just left out
that whole portion of Bigs life that I was there. I was very young when I was
dealing with Big so that was a huge life experience for me, as far as
experiencing death. I had actually experienced a lot of death at one time my
father died, my best friend died and Big died, all within an eight month period.
I had never experienced anything like that so that was a lot for me to deal
Maybe it made [Voletta Wallace] feel better [to leave Charli
Baltimore out of the film], I dont know. Maybe it made for juicier story lines
to just use Kim and Faith, I have no clue. It really doesnt bother me, I
really dont care. I just dont like the simple fact that the one thing that
really bothered me was the car accident thing because again, I have two
daughters and I could have lost my life in that accident and Big also was very
hurt in that accident.
After Ms. Wallace saw the movie and saw the sides of Big that she didnt get to
see as a mother, she said that it made her not like that side of Big very much.
She said the person that she saw on the screen was a monster at times.
I mean if thats the case, everybodys a monster sometimes. Thats human
nature. I just dont feel as though if someone was going to tell Bigs story it
should have been his mother, unless he was a child. Christopher had already
become Biggie and he loved his mother to death, but at the end of the day she
cant tell the accurate story of where Big was in that place in his life. The
only person that could do that were the people that lived in his crib and were
with him everyday and she was not one of those people.
Shes saying she saw something on screen she didnt like; of
course youre going to see something on screen you dont like. Im pretty sure
if anybody made a movie about anybodys grown child, theyre going to see
things they dont like about their child. Like I said if somebody was going to
do a movie about Big, it should have been Damien D-Roc. I would continue to say
that over and over again, I wouldnt care if me and Damien hated each other.
Its the truth.
Big was one of those people that hell tell you what he
wants you to know, but hes not going to confide in you every little waking
detail of his life. When Damien lived right up the hall from Big, he knew every
intimate detail about Big. Damiens kind of like me in a sense like he doesnt
speak out too much about it. He lets people say whatever it is theyre going to
say. Everyone benefited from the Big situation but to me, Damien didnt benefit
from it. You know what Im saying? Again, I just feel like the things that Big
is legendary for didnt have anything to do with his relationships. It should
all have to do with the music because thats what Big is known for.
Were you asked at all to have any input in this movie?
I was never asked to have any input in this movie and I do know the person that
was putting this movie together and actually me and him
were tight, so I have a little issue with that. That person also, he knew Big
but he didnt know Big like that.
Its funny to me, the people that put this movie together, its almost
like they were picking and gathering information and like sticking it together
and its not accurate. I dont need to see the movie to know that its not
accurate so, it is what it is.