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man I really don't even know where to
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because this ain't even my character I
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be getting on here and giving y'all what
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want but I feel like my daddy want me to
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give y'all what y'all want and he want
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me to give him what he want as
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well okay so he always speaking on my
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sexuality the whole world know that
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um and it it been about two years now
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that I I'll be quiet I keep quiet on the
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I wouldn't say nothing you know I
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just go with the flow I did everything
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in my power to understand that this is
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my father regardless like I'm going
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accept him and love him for who he
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is so I just seen he recently did an
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interview with Kisha and he used the
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ating and putting my siblings in it with
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me I love love and respect my siblings
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with everything in me and they respect
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me and love me with everything in
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them when you getting on their nerves
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call my siblings most of my siblings
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teenagers teenagers you don't want to
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okay another thing you keep speaking on
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me gay you keep keep doing interviews
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and I don't say nothing right
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the first ever interview you did you
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said you found out I was gay that I like
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girls and I had a girlfriend from a
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picture that went viral that was a lie I
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let that slide I never addressed it you
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found out I was gay a year before that
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the incident happened in Jamaica when I
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was a gay b word when you call me a gay
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b word so if the world really knew all
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the things and the hurtful things you
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told me before and I forgave you
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understand and no matter how you
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feel at the end of the
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blood I am your daughter
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through the most with
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time I turn around it's like you bash
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me it's like you bashing
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like the whole world can go against you
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won't since I've been a little girl I
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never would go against
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think I'm really fed up
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and you get to talking
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God like I don't know my
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God he talking about God and how I grew
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up I know my God from
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mama my mama send me scriptures every
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morning my mama put me in the church
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home I don't recall not one time
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I'm ever getting up with you and you
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taking me to to the Lord's House I don't
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I don't never recall that I didn't I
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didn't learn that from you I learned to
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hustle from you I learned to not let
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nobody play with me from you even if
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it's you you get what I'm
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saying and it's and it's crazy
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never downplayed you I never said you
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was a bad father because you not
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you going to make sure your kid
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straight you always going to do that but
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emotionally mentally you
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suck you suck bro and I know you suck
5:20
because you rather go to the internet
5:23
and have a conversation with the
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internet about your kids before you come
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to us and have that conversation
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he done did about six seven
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me being gay right we a not never have
5:40
he never not have one sit down with me
5:45
aiana and ask me why you became that way
5:49
fat what what triggered you what he is
5:53
it never been that every answer every
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question y'all asking him and he giving
5:57
y'all them answers if I I go ask him
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that he wouldn't give me an answer you
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saying he don't he don't he
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don't the things that he do
6:13
bro I would have never thought he would
6:15
do and it's like I came to the point to
6:25
yesterday it just really did it to me
6:31
bro I will not I will always not say
6:34
something because I would feel
6:36
like I'm not F to get on here and
6:38
disrespect my pops I'm not going to get
6:40
on here and go against the Green and go
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against my daddy nobody going to make me
6:44
do that but it's like you making me do
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that they not even making me do that you
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making me do that cuz you steady
6:53
steady like I will respect if you if you
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just say just one time just say my
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daughter know how I feel about that can
7:01
we move on to the next question I can
7:03
never get that from you if y'all go look
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interviews y'all will
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see anytime they try to make it Like My
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Daddy don't with me or he this and
7:15
that I say he love me regardless this my
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Pops I ain't going against him y' ain't
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going to turn me against him I always
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like I feel like you just don't don't be
7:29
caring you just don't care about my
7:32
feelings no more you just don't care
7:34
about my heart cuz you entitled to feel
7:36
how you feel you entitled to your own
7:38
opinion everybody is everybody is and
7:42
then another thing I take a lot of
7:44
backlash from you I take a lot of
7:46
backlash from you Pops
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like like a lot of people be scared to
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work with me a lot of people don't want
7:52
to work with me a lot of opportuni a lot
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of opportunities have been missed
7:57
because you are my father that's
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change you know what I'm saying so I
8:03
don't go around like I don't with
8:04
that anyway cuz he don't with
8:06
me I don't do that just so I can get on
8:09
you know what I'm saying and with this
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music if you broadcast my music The
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Way You broadcast me being gay maybe
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I'll be further than what I am but you
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so worried about me being gay you can't
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even see my my true Talent the world
8:25
always talking about I know your dad is
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so proud of you he should be so proud of
8:29
you you and all that man I don't
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remember the last time he told me that I
8:36
don't remember the last time I got that
8:42
grateful it don't matter what he give me
8:45
it don't and I barely even ask him for
8:47
something that's why I want him want
8:50
want my own so bad that's why I'm
8:51
hosting a debut that's why I'm trying to
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do little features that's why I'm doing
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little interviews cuz I want my own I
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want my own and he know that he know
9:00
that bro like that don't make no sense I
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pay for most of my videos I pay for most
9:04
of this you not doing nothing you not
9:07
supporting me like you should and I
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don't hold that against you I don't hold
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that against you I still love you I
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still don't downplay you talk about you
9:19
sparing I'm tired of sparing and I'm
9:23
of just feeling like I'm just letting
9:27
you play with me cuz you my pops I'm
9:29
tired of feeling like that and I love
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you regardless I'm always going to love
9:33
you but it's no way I'm going to keep
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letting you speak on me and I'm not
9:38
going to speak on you there no way I
9:40
can't do that and for the people that
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that do support me and do know iy I
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appreciate you with everything in my
9:48
heart I appreciate y'all for allowing me
9:51
to just be myself express myself express
9:55
myself through this through this music
9:56
through YouTube channels anything I want
9:58
to do I appre appreciate y'all you know
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what I'm saying and it's up
10:03
because the haters like that's something
10:06
I can be used to like they don't know me
10:09
they they they can comment on my life
10:11
and do what they want that's something
10:12
that I can't let get me upset you though
10:16
you know like you know me you my daddy
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you don't you you you you don't continue
10:21
to to down me you don't do that you
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don't do that especially if I ain't
10:25
never do do it to you I ain't never done
10:28
that to you it's certain things things
10:30
that the world would never know that
10:31
I'll take to my grave for you and you
10:32
know that you know that it's certain
10:35
things that I know certain conversations
10:37
that you done told me certain hurtful
10:39
words you done told me that that have
10:41
for the people that still respect you
10:42
wouldn't even respect you and you know
10:45
this you know this bro
10:49
but I'm really kind of disappointed that
10:54
I had to come on here and do this and
10:57
and I let it get to me like this but bro
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I feel like this is the only
11:03
way I can feel better and y'all probably
11:07
say why you don't call him why you don't
11:08
go to him why he don't call me and come
11:11
me why he don't do me
11:19
said that'll be my last time speaking on
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it as long as it's his last time
11:23
speaking on it and it probably won't be
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I'll just put this I I I use my music to
11:29
vent and if y'all would have been
11:31
listening y'all would have been hearing
11:32
little things in my music cuz that's
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what I use to vent that's what I use to
11:36
cope so in October I'll drop a new
11:39
project y'all subscribe to my you
11:41
YouTube channel subscribe to me and
11:43
Jordan YouTube channel I
11:47
and I pray that everybody just keep
11:51
them be you because you you and at at
11:55
the end of the day everybody is human
11:58
you human I'm human and he human too if
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yeah damn I'm back on the contaminate
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cuz why would you even say that
12:12
like like you make it sound like I'm
12:14
like ill or something like what
12:17
like contaminating if anything you're
12:18
contaminating how about that you got a
12:20
whole song about two girls kissing in
12:22
the backseat you been you've been
12:23
performing it since I was about 3 4
12:25
years old so what you talking about you
12:27
still performing on the stage now if
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that a contaminate then what is