Welcome To The Twilight Zone: Future’s Camp Defends Ciara’s Honor?

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Both on and off the mic, Future is making his presence felt. Recently, Mr. Freebandz earned an unprecedented honor from Billboard. Within the last 50 years, the Georgia native garnered the distinction of becoming the first artist to most quickly earn three No. 1 albums.

Given the growing popularity of DS2, What A Time To Be Alive, and Evol, it’s only natural for Future to embrace different concerts and scheduled appearances. In addition to his Rap career, Future’s relationship status has been highlighted with the media and with his supporters. Many contentious interactions between himself and, Ciara — his former fiancée — have provide fodder for sordid headlines.

[ALSO READ: Ciara: Future Returns The Baby With Dirty Clothes, Smelling Like Smoke & Reeking Of Urine]

Early this morning (Feb. 19), a group of the “Honest” artist’s supporters may have crossed a line. It has been reported that unidentified individuals from Future’s camp laid hands on a collection of Chicago men who were said to be disrespecting Ciara, this according to DJ AkademiksDuring a supposed meet-and-greet at Chicago’s RSVP Gallery an alleged altercation transpired. Future was not on site when the situation occurred.

Check out a video from the incident.

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Recording Academy Rule Change Could Help Hip Hop Artists Get More Recognition At The Grammys

(AllHipHop Features) In the 58 year history of the Grammys, only two Hip Hop acts have ever won the coveted Album Of The Year honor – Lauryn Hill (The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill, 1999) and OutKast (Speakerboxxx/The Love Below, 2004). More surprisingly, iconic rap representatives like 2Pac, Nas, Snoop Dogg, Run-DMC, Ice Cube, Rakim, and many others have never won a golden gramophone.

[ALSO READ: Kendrick Lamar, The Weeknd & D’Angelo Win Multiple Awards At The 2016 Grammys]

For years, an argument has been made that part of the reason why rappers are widely ignored at the Grammys is because the National Academy of Recording Arts and Sciences (NARAS) is made up of mostly older members who may not be as familiar with the higher quality Hip Hop music that should be recognized.

An example is the controversial selection of Macklemore’s The Heist winning Best Rap Album over Kendrick Lamar’s good kid, M.A.A.D. city in 2014. Or go back to 1990 when Young MC’s “Bust A Move” defeated Public Enemy’s undeniable classic “Fight the Power” for Best Rap Performance.

In addition, Kanye West and Eminem have each been shut out of the Album Of The Year award three times. Throughout their respective careers, two of the biggest rap superstars of the last 15 years lost the AOTY trophy to musical elder statesmen Steely Dan, Ray Charles, U2, and Herbie Hancock. And just this week, Taylor Swift’s 1989 was crowned Album Of The Year, despite the fact Kendrick Lamar’s To Pimp A Butterfly is one of the highest rated albums of all time.

However, a new rule change for Recording Academy membership could affect future voting for the Grammy awards. HitsDailyDouble reports the organization’s renewal policy for its 12,000 members is being altered.

“We’ve done in this past year a requalification piece, so if you’re a member and you’re about to renew, you will have to go through a requalification submission of the application,” NARAS President Neil Portnow told HDD. “To the extent that you meet those requirements and you’re current and actually a practicing member of the industry, you can continue to have the ability to be a voting member. If not, you can continue as an associate member, but not voting, so that’s a big step in keeping the current membership relevant.”

The Recording Academy also released the following statement:

Periodically, the Academy requests its members to submit updated profession credentials. As the recording industry continues to evolve, we want to ensure our member records reflect their current roles in the industry. Member records need to be updated to reflect new voting categories (voting members only), professional affiliations and primary genre. If members do not proactively update their accounts with us, we will reach out to them directly at least once within every five years of their membership. If someone no longer works in the recording industry professionally, they will not be eligible to renew their membership after their current membership expires.

Essentially, the move means NARAS members have to be currently working in the music industry in order to maintain his or her membership. This revelation comes after the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences (AMPAS) – the organization that awards the Oscars – recently altered its policy from a lifetime membership to a 10-year limit with possible renewal options.

With the push for more inclusion at all levels of the entertainment industry, AMPAS has also announced it will launch “an ambitious, global campaign to identify and recruit qualified new members who represent greater diversity.” The Recording Academy may have to follow the Motion Picture Academy’s lead in both its membership tenure and recruitment techniques.

Of course, requiring Recording Academy members to be actively working in the music industry or instituting membership term limits does not automatically guarantee Hip Hop artists will start running away with more Grammys or that underground performers will get more shine at the ceremony, but having a younger, involved base of musicians, producers, songwriters, engineers, and other music professionals could help level the playing field across all genres of music.

For information on how to become a member of the National Academy of Recording Arts and Sciences visit grammypro.com.

[ALSO READ: Hip Hop’s Anger Over Macklemore’s Grammy Win Is About Respect Not Race]

Noah “40” Shebib Gives An Update On Drake’s “Views From The 6” Album

(AllHipHop News) Drake has been relatively quiet about the direction of his upcoming studio album Views From The 6. While Drizzy is remaining coy about the LP, his longtime producer Noah “40” Shebib spoke with the New York Times about the highly anticipated project.

[ALSO READ: Producer 40 Hints That “Views From The 6” Is Done]

“It’s going to be what everybody expects and wants from Drake and from us,” said 40. “A lot of introspection, very vivid. He’s discovering new flows, new cadences, new patterns.”

Drake’s last official album was 2013’s Nothing Was the Same. Since that time, the Toronto rhymer released the commercial mixtape If You’re Reading This It’s Too Late and the Future collaborative effort What A Time To Be Alive. 40 explained why Drizzy decided to create If You’re Reading This as a rap-centered mixtape.

“After Nothing Was the Same, Drake was like, ‘I want to do a rap project,’” stated 40. “He wanted to do what all the other rappers get to do.”

He continued, “[But that approach] is a thing we can’t do that much on a Drake album. We have other fans we need to satisfy.”

While the subject matter for Views is likely to mirror Drake’s previous albums, 40 revealed the production is headed in a more experimental direction. He added, “I’m trying to find ways to pull more untraditional sounds in, to push the boundaries a little further.”

Last April, Four Pins published an extensive article about Drake which included the author describing Views. Ernest Baker wrote:

The topic of our talk switches to Drake’s upcoming fourth album. He only has two songs finished that he likes. One is a collaboration with Beyoncé that he recorded a while ago. The other is a song that he expects to inspire a paradigm shift. His days of releasing lay-up bangers that everyone loves right away are over. For now.

Views From The 6 needs to shock listeners just as much as it needs to impress them. I compare it to what Kanye did on his own fourth album, 808s & Heartbreak. Drake agrees and, as if to reinforce that notion, he tells me that Boi-1da said he needs to listen to the non-Beyoncé song a few more times before he can decide whether it’s good or not. It appears that Drake is ready to deviate from his winning formula and get a little weird.

The first taste of Views From The 6 arrived in the form of the track “Summertime Sixteen.” The song debuted at #6 on the Billboard Hot 100, but it quickly fell to #26 in its second week. “Summertime Sixteen” peaked at #1 on the Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Songs chart, and then dropped to #10 the following week.

[ALSO READ: Drake Is Expected To Get “Weird” On “Views From The 6” Album; LP Described As His “808s & Heartbreak”]

Is A Deluxe Physical Edition Of Kanye West’s ‘The Life Of Pablo’ On The Way?

(AllHipHop News) Even in an era of streaming platform exclusives and surprise releases, Kanye West’s roll out for his latest album The Life Of Pablo has been extremely unorthodox. Ye recently proclaimed the project will never be for sale and only available for streaming on Tidal (which West is a part owner), but someone connected to the G.O.O.D. Music boss says that could change soon.

[ALSO READ: Kanye West Blasts “White Publications”, Says ‘TLOP’ Will Never Be For Sale]

The New York Times reports:

…a source close to Mr. West, who was not authorized to speak publicly about the album’s release, said that there is a plan — including talk of a deluxe physical edition — in the works, although the source could not confirm the timeline, citing Mr. West’s creative process.

At the moment, Spotify and Apple Music users do not have access to listen to TLOP through the respective services. However, listeners looking to stream Kanye’s new LP on Spotify receive a message that reads, “The artist or their representatives have decided not to release this album on Spotify just yet. We’re working on it, and hope we can change their minds soon.” It is the same notice listed for other artists not on the platform such as Taylor Swift and Adele.

[ALSO READ: Review: Kanye West’s Latest Album ‘The Life Of Pablo’ Is His Spirit Bomb Of Creativity]

FRESH HEAT: Is Jahni Denver The Dopest Denver Rapper So Far… Or Ever?

Since Hip-Hop’s inception, its popped up in some of the most unlikely of places. From the suburbs to the farthest reaches of the planet, Hip-Hop has gone from an inner city phenomenon to a worldwide lifestyle. But has there ever been a poppin rapper from Denver? Like one with a chance to have an impact on the game?

Enter Jahni Denver, an artist pushing his music within Snow the Product’s WOKE Movement. He started as worker in a bud dispensary, and now he’s heavy in the medical marijuana game and has a real following in his city.

Besides Snow, Jahni is the only other artist on the label and he’s been a part of three national tours, including one recently with Dizzy Wright and Demrick.

Aside from his tracks with Krizz Kaliko and Bizzy Bone, Jahni has features coming soon with Snow, Dizzy Wright, Demrick and others. Currently Jahni is also working with FigzTV for more visuals like the one below so expect weekly content from the WOKE camp, with their new WOKE app with exclusive content and live streams every Sunday at 5pm pst on WOKEtv

Rakim To Perform ‘Paid In Full’ In Its Entirety In NYC

(AllHipHop News) Any list of greatest rap albums in history without Eric B. & Rakim’s Paid in Full is incomplete. The masterful 1987 body of work is considered a benchmark in the evolution of lyricism for Hip Hop culture, and now fans in the New York City area will get to experience Rakim performing the classic in full.

[ALSO READ: Rakim Gives His Thoughts On Kendrick Lamar And More (VIDEO)]

The rap legend is set to run through the entire album on July 13 at NYC’s B.B. King Blues Club & Grill. Concert goers will hear Rakim rap classic songs such as the title track “Paid In Full” and the lead single “Eric B. Is President.”

Paid In Full has been named one of the “500 Greatest Albums Of All Time” by Rolling Stone. Slant listed the LP in its 100 Best Albums of the 1980s” article. Time magazine included it as one of the “All-TIME 100” albums of the 1980s. In addition, the certified platinum project has inspired numerous rappers including Nas, Jay Z, and 50 Cent.

Tickets for “RAKIM – Performing Paid in Full” are available at Ticketmaster.

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[ALSO READ: KRS-One Interviews Rakim In One Epic Interview]

Tip “T.I.” Harris To Live Stream Atlanta Pop-Up Concert On Tidal

(AllHipHop News) Tip Harris (fka T.I.) is giving his hometown a special treat next Monday. The self-proclaimed King of the South will perform a pop-up show in Atlanta.

[ALSO READ: T.I. Explains Why He Parted Ways With Columbia Records]

For those fans not in the Georgia capital on that date, Tip will be live streaming the event on Tidal. ATL’s Greenbriar Mall will host the “TIDAL X: TIP” concert at 10 pm ET.

The upcoming Tip showcase is the latest live stream provided by Tidal. The entertainment and music platform previously broadcast events from Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Jay Z, and deadmau5 as well as the Made In America festival and the “TIDAL X 1020” concert.

Listeners can also stream Tip’s new single “Money Talk” off his forthcoming album Dime Trap. The track is available as a pre-paywall on Tidal for a limited time. To live stream the “TIDAL X: TIP” pop-up show on Monday, February 22 at 10 pm ET visit tidal.com.

[ALSO READ: Rihanna Releases ‘Anti’ Album Featuring Drake & SZA On Tidal]

 

Tyga Signs With One Management Modelling Agency

(AllHipHop News) California rapper Tyga is the latest entertainer to join the One Management modelling agency. The New York based company’s goal for its Celebrity Division is to bridge the gap between fashion, music and film.

[ALSO READ: Tyga & King Los – “Get Home” (Freestyle)]

Tyga joins a roster which features Nicki Minaj, A$AP Rocky, A$AP Ferg, Cassie, Steve Aoki, and Amandla Stenberg. One’s lineup of professional models includes Iman, Karolina Kurkova, Helena Christensen, Kirsten Owen, Anthony, Carlos Diaz, Evan Wolff, and Collins Egege.

One was founded in 2001 by Scott Lipps. In 2014, the agency opened a social media division. One.1K connects its models with various brands through social media.

[ALSO READ: A$AP Rocky Among Men Featured In Ferragamo’s “A Man’s Story” Project]

Miguel Gets Tripped Out With Travis Scott In New Video “Waves”

After hosting his Wildheart Motel event in Baldwin Hills, California with appearances from the who’s who including Rihanna. Miguel unleashes the trippy visuals with him and Travis Scott performing on top of the roof of a house in the hills with a live band. Miguel is on his high end Prince type flow with this “Waves” track. Check out the remix to the joint below:

Tyler, The Creator And Vince Staples Talk About Influencing The Youth With Music And Art

Ok so the homie Tyler, The Creator has made some pretty wild tracks and music videos over the past few years. From the digital animation to the outlandish unadulterated lyrics, Tyler has always pushed the envelope.

Now with his ODD Future movement in full swing, the Carnival cracking and all of the talent that he worked with under Odd Future Wolf Gang Kill Them All movement poppin, many are beginning to marvel at the genius that is Tyler, The Creator.

Case in point: Tyler’s rapidly growing radio show Golf Radio. In a classic interview with Vince Staples, The Long Beach emcee, we get a perfect example of that as the two talk art and music being art. Pay attention this is a dope convo between two very forward think minds and how they perceive people mimicking their style, their influence and people enjoying their smallest idiosyncrasies.

Harry Potter’s Creator And Chamillionaire Shut Down Haters

Damn the trolls got J.K. Rowling and King Chamillionaire in an dynamic duo situation! The Harry Potter author got into an argument about Scottish independence last night and she decided to draw upon her mental Hip-Hop archives to fight back. And she ended up using Chamiionaire’s#### “Ridin’ Dirty.” BOOM. And that BS gets shut down fast.
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PREMIERE: Devin Kirtz And His Grandmom Have The Best Day Ever in “My Day”

The first visuals of Devin Kirtz’s new song are fairly disturbing. However, that is a good thing. You, faithful reader, will be pulled into this one quickly. His new song with Marley Waters is a very mellow feel-good summery jam that has an 84-year old woman having the best day ever. By the way…the senior woman in this video is Devin’s real-life grandmother. Enjoy “My Day.”



More on Devin Kirtz.

Argentine/American Future Soul Artist, Devin Kirtz was born and raised in Long Beach, California. Raised on soul and oldies, Devin grew up listening to artists like Sam Cooke, Stevie Wonder, and then on to Neo-Soul’s best, Lauryn Hill. Although Devin has been singing since he learned how to talk, he first made a name for himself in sports, signing a contract out of high school to play professional soccer. After a few short years, he left the game to put his skills towards his true passion; music. Devin’s charisma quickly gained the attention of International mega-brands, leading to multiple endorsements and traveling the world to host events, perform music, and showcase his freestyle soccer skills to crowds of up to 100,000 people working with brands such as: Nike, Red Bull, Budweiser, Chevy, KIA, and Cheetos.

Captivating, smooth, and the perfect blend of soul, pop, and R&B are all ways that artist on the rise, Devin Kirtz could be described. His latest single, “MOVE” was beautifully paired with a sleek, black and white music video shot in the CA desert, directed by Rob Witt and Alex Delgado [Kendrick Lamar, Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus, Iggy Azalea, Drake, and Chris Brown etc.] This caught the attention of Power 106 DJ Felli Fel and many other DJs, who went on to play the song on heavy rotation organically. HIs music spread internationally when tracks were picked up by H&M, Nordstrom, and Hollister & Co., who included it on their holiday playlists which were distributed worldwide.

Devin has written/recorded with some of LA’s top producers such as BattleRoy (Bruno Mars, Eminem, Demi Lovato), Marley Waters (Tinashe, DJ Mustard) and Paul Couture (Iggy Azalea, Pit Bull, Shwayze). In addition to his own music, Devin has also written for other artists, including Cody Simpson, Jordin Sparks, Quincy and Jason Mraz to name a few. Growing up on the beach with a strong love for soul and hip-hop music, Devin was the perfect fit to be featured on “Ms. Fortune” the most popular song on Shwayze’s most recent album “Shwayze Summer”, which reached #6 on the iTunes hip-hop charts.

Devin has multiple national tours under his belt, playing sold out shows in top markets including: New York, Dallas, Seattle, San Francisco, and Los Angeles. Devin also held a six month residency performing at Hyde at The Bellagio in Las Vegas, NV, as well as playing Labor Day Weekend at The Palms with Kendrick Lamar, LL Cool J, and Ashanti.

Devin is set to release his second Single “MY DAY” on Jan. 29th alongside a very special music video featuring his 84 year old Grandmother playing playing the lead role, inspiring us all to be hopefully as cool as her in our later years.

JR Castro Hits The Studio For “Never Be The Same” Visual

JR Castro takes you into the studio for the visual for his Terrace Martin assisted song “Never Be The Same” off of his upcoming project “You”. The Las Vegas native has made a huge splash since coming on the scene 6 months ago with his Top 10 Hit “Get Home” as well as his recently released collaboration “FMN” with Timbaland and more.  Timbaland will serve as executive producer of “You” which releases soon.

Watch below.

Bye, B: Florida Cops Protest “Formation,” Won’t Work Beyoncé Concert?

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Some individuals have taken offense to the candid imagery depicted in Beyoncé’s latest video, “Formation.” Queen B may be encountering the repercussion of some disloyal subjects. Later this year, the Houston-native is set to perform at Tampa, Florida’s Raymond James Stadium.

[ALSO READ: #BlackLivesMatter: Beyoncé Gets Political For Super Bowl Show (Video)]

As usual, the April 29th appearance has already been sold-out. Thus far, not a single Tampa peace office has signed-up to work the scheduled event. The incentive of overtime pay has yet to crumble the perceived blue line of unspoken loyalty. A perplexed Steve Hegarty, Spokesman for the Tampa Police Department is determined to provide apt security for the event, this according to Fox 13.

He explained, “We’re going to staff it because we have a responsibility to do that regardless of how controversial it might be, who the artist might be, or the politician might be.” Welding his optimistic perspective Hegarty then concluded, “This is a couple of months away, so we’ve still got plenty of time to fill those slots.”

Thank You, 2016: J Dilla’s Anticipated LP, ‘The Diary’ Set To Drop

(AllHipHop News) Sometimes an MC’s magnum opus may become threatened by lyrical purgatory. To many a listener’s chagrin, shelved or abandoned projects can lead to diminished respect for an artist’s work-ethic. Luckily, the supporters of J Dilla’s art are receiving a reprieve.

The highly-anticipated vocal album, The Diary — which was originally slated for a 2002 release — will drop later this year on April 15, this according to BallerStatus. Both Dilla’s estate and Mass Appeal Records are coming together for the historic event.

A decade of meticulous work was invested into composing this project. Guest appearances range from artists such as Nottz, Snoop, and Bilal. In addiction to Dilla himself, veteran beatsmiths like Pete Rock, and House Shoes are responsible for creating the LP’s cohesive sound.

Although April is months away, one may now listen to “The Introduction.”

P### Hub, GoFundMe, The Grammys, & Pizza Hut Try To Fix Kanye’s Bad Week

Kanye West has certainly had a pretty interesting month. From Twitter rants, SNL meltdowns, skipping out on attending the Grammys (until they give him Album Of The Year), and announcing that he is in debt, Yeezy has been going through a lot. Kanye’s personal woes didn’t stop a few companies from poking fun. P### Hub and Pizza Hut jokingly asked Kanye to contact them so they can help him get his money up. When Kanye announced he wasn’t attending The Grammys, The Recording Academy/ The Grammys asked Kanye was his voting membership even still active. To help Ye get out of debt, fan and graphic designer, Jeremy Piatt has created a GoFundMe account urging everyone to help Kanye out. Mark Zuckerberg may have donated a few coins had Kanye not asked for his help on Twitter. LOL. Oh yeah, and Kylie Jenner moved forward with her Puma deal. Keep your head up Ye. Are you feeling his ‘The Life Of Pablo’ album?

You can donate to Kanye’s GoFundMe HERE.

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Slim Jesus Disses Lil’ Mouse!

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Here Slim Jesus goes again with some sort of controversy and drama. Slim Jesus dropped his 4th song called “Facts.” In the song he takes aim at Lil Mouse asking who he is. He also says he’s [finally] talking real sh*t and rapping about the homies who are going through it. How are you feeling about this one? Any Slim Jesus fans in the house?

Could A Fetty Wap & Kodak Black Collaboration Be On The Way?

Apparently Fetty Wap is a Kodak Black fan. He posted a video of him and @DJBigl4eva dabbin’ and ad libbing it up to Kodak’s “Like Dat.” Perhaps Fetty Wap and Kodak Black will collaborate in the near future? Would you be interested in seeing this collaboration happen? How do you feel about Kodak Black’s music?

Guess What Rapper Spent $1.1 Million On Uber?

Have you ever thought your Uber receipts were extremely high? Well, they can’t possibly be as high as Wale’s! Wale claims he spent $1.1 million on Uber. Wale… ummmm where were you going? At this point we are sure it would be cheaper to hire your own driver. When asked how he spent so much on the popular car service, Wale said,

“Goin to @FrencHMonTanA crib and stayin for dumb long while the meter was on a few times.”

If Wale is using Uber that much, he may want to negotiate some kind of deal with ’em.

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EDITORIAL: I Pray To A God I Don’t Believe In…And you probably do, too

ptagidbi artworkWhen I was a kid, just like most of you who are reading this, my religious beliefs were handed to me from parents who’s beliefs were handed to them. Whether you were raised Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Taoist, more than likely it was because some adult informed you that worshipping God is what you are supposed to do. I started questioning my belief at an early age, when everybody was able to catch the Holy Ghost except me. I even faked it a couple times to see if maybe the Holy Ghost would be like “Hey, that girl right there is hella down with us” and then come to me for real. It didn’t happen, it actually earned me an ass whooping. Yet, the true turning point was when I found out, in my teens, that Christianity had been forced on Black people during slavery. I was p#####. I felt betrayed and disgusted, and on Sundays when my mom woke me and my sibs up to visit the church my family owned, I would beg not to go. That earned me an ass whooping, too. And it was one of those “You told Harpo to beat me” levels of ass whooping. But you know what? It was totally worth it.

My song “Praying to a God I Don’t Believe In” is the first song I ever wrote about my beliefs. It’s part of a larger project called “Gone But Not // Duality” that is all about making a statement on how the past affects the future. This famous piano player named Lee Musiker did a whole album of really beautiful, original piano pieces, produced by Ira Antelis. Usually, when you are dealing with folks who have worked with superstars like Tony Bennet and Christina Aguilera, you don’t think of them as the kinda people who’s music would be easy to sample. But Lee and Ira actually went looking for producers and artists to remix their stuff, that’s how I got involved. To keep with the concept of the project, I thought about something in my life that is “gone but not,” and the first thing that came to my mind was… well… God. I’m not more enlightened than anybody who’s reading this. I’m just not scared to be honest about what I don’t know.

I have friends of multiple races and have dated my fair share of long-haired white boys, but despite being counterculture I am unapologetically black. So much so that whenever people ask what I’m mixed with, I reply “I’m mixed with slave and other slave.” Just like you, I’m still figuring out life as I go along. Too often, religion takes away personal responsibility and puts it in the hands of the dude in the sky who somehow doesn’t care when children are dying in Israel and Palestine but totally cares about being shouted out during music award ceremonies when some overhyped rapper wins in the “Best New Coon Ni**a” category.

I have seen “God” change the lives of people who are recovering from substance abuse. I have seen thugs become husbands and hoes become housewives. For those people, God is not only real, but necessary. But where was God when I underwent molestation and sexual abuse as a kid? Where was God when I was a teen runaway, cross-dressing so I wouldn’t get caught? Where was God during the Transatlantic Slave Trade, during the Jewish Holocaust or the Bombing of Hiroshima? The same higher power that has been such a loud motivating force for others hasn’t been much more than a quiet whisper for me. I’m not an atheist or an agnostic, because in order for me to pick a title I would need to know where I stand on God. All I know is it’s my job to be a good person, whether the big homey in the sky has my back or not. And that’s why, when people ask me what I believe in, my reply is “I believe in myself.”

Check out Nikki on her social accounts @nikkilynette.