Chris Brown: P### Helped Me Lose My Virginity At 8 Years Old

(AllHipHop News) At 16, Chris Brown released his first album and by 19 years old he was worth over $20 million. Life has always moved quicker for Brown than the average person and according to the singer, that has always been the case. In an interview with The Guardian, Brown reveals when he lost his virginity, describes assaulting Rihanna as “the Rihanna incident” and more.

Brown, who has spoken on his sexual virility on numerous songs, revealed that extensive viewing of p### at a young age prepared him for sex at the tender age of eight:

By that point, we were already kind of like hot to trot, you know what I’m saying? Like, girls, we weren’t afraid to talk to them; I wasn’t afraid. So, at eight, being able to do it, it kind of preps you for the long run, so you can be a beast at it. You can be the best at it.

The article states Brown recorded “seven or eight songs a night” in order to prove his naysayers wrong following the immediate backlash of his 2009 assault of Rihanna. Brown also details how the incident changed his life:

The Rihanna incident…was probably the biggest wake-up call for me. I had to stop acting like a little teenager, a crazy, wild young guy.

Brown was ordered to partake in community service following the assault. However, in August The L.A. County District Attorney accused Brown of faking community service hours and requested he go to jail. As a compromise, a judge ordered Brown to 1,000 extra community service hours, which Brown views as another part in the endless campaign to marginalize his name by, well, everyone:

Oh, absolutely. They want me to be the example. Young black kids don’t have the fairer chances. You can see Lindsay Lohan in and out of court every day, you see Charlie Sheen, whoever else, do what they want to do. There hasn’t been any incident that I started since I got on probation, even with the Frank Ocean fight, the Drake situation, all those were defense modes. People think I just walk around as the aggressor, this mad black guy, this angry, young, troubled kid, but I’m not. I’m more and more laid-back. It’s just that people know if they push a button, it’ll make more news than their music. Attaching themselves to me, good or bad, will benefit them

The full Guardian article can be found here. Chris Brown new album, X will be released November 19th.

EXCLUSIVE: New York Giants Victor Cruz Talks About Getting Beat As A Child (VIDEO)

(AllHipHop News) This past Sunday (October 6th), the New York Giants fell to 0-5 after losing to the Philadelphia Eagles 36-21. Two days before that beating, Victor Cruz stopped by Cipha Sounds’ Take It Personal Hip Hop Improv Show to talk about the time he was beaten as a child.

According to Cruz, after getting in trouble in school for fighting, his mom informed him his dad would be giving his behind lashes as a result. However, this beating was not like the others as his father went to get materials .

The UCB Theatre improvisers Lydia Hensler and Abra Tabak took that story and turned it into a fantasy where items, specficially made for beating children, are sold.

Cipha Sounds’ Take It Personal is every Friday at 9pm at the UCB Theatre at 153 East 3rd St on Ave A in New York City’s Lower East Side.

Check out Victor Cruz detail his grueling beating as a child at the hands of his father and watch a few improvisers turn that into comedy gold:

Scoop Deville Talks New Project And Busta Rhymes/Eminem Collabo

The last time we hooked up with Producer Scoop Deville he was just coming off of his work on Kendrick Lamar’s Good Kid, M.A.A.D City, in which he produced the Kendrick & Drake smash hit “Poetic Justice” and “The Recipe” featuring Dr. Dre. Since then, the son of Kid Frost has been busy putting together a project called Scoopaloops, where he takes notable past songs of various genre’s and remixes them with an original new sound. Scoop has also been busy in the studio working with drummer/musician Travis Barker for an upcoming Famous Stars & Straps project in the works. And then of course there’s that new single tentatively called “Calm Down” that he produced for Busta Rhymes featuring Eminem, which rumor has it is lyrical spazz-fest by the two legends.

AllHipHop.com caught up with Scoop Deville as he stopped by the infamous Amoeba Records in Hollywood over the weekend where he played cuts from Scoopaloops for the store shoppers. Afterwards, he took the time to discuss the new remix project and of course the new upcoming Busta Buss and Slim Shady single! Watch below.

B.o.B Says His “Underground Luxury” Album Will Be 2013’s Best

(AllHipHop News) With all the high-profile Hip Hop releases in 2013 from artists like Kanye West, Jay Z, Drake, J. Cole, Killer Mike, Pusha T, Tyler, The Creator and many more, the “Album of the Year” debate in a few months will surely be interesting. One rapper that is ready to throw his name in the hat for the title is Hustle Gang’s B.o.B.

[ALSO CHECK OUT: B.o.B “How 2 Rap” Bob’s Reply (Kendrick Lamar Response )”]

Speaking with MTV, Bobby Ray says that his forthcoming Underground Luxury LP will be the year’s best.

“I will have the best musical album out this year, like hands down,” said B.o.B. “That’s no knock to anybody, any of the greats like Jay and Kanye, because I enjoyed their albums, but musically, what I put into this album it’s gonna be the best album this year.”

The Atlanta native also talks about how he feels the current state of Hip Hop is reminiscent of the 1990’s adding that there is a “superstar energy” in the culture once again.

Underground Luxury will be the Atlanta performer’s third studio album following 2010’s The Adventures of Bobby Ray and 2012’s Strange Clouds. B.o.B recently told Rolling Stone that the project is almost complete and is in the process of narrowing down the final tracks after recording almost two albums worth of material.

[ALSO CHECK OUT: B.o.B – Ready Feat. Future (Live Performance)]

Watch the interview in the video below.

Danny Brown & A-Trak Heading Out On “Double Trouble” Tour

(AllHipHop News) With the release of his new album Old just one day away, Danny Brown has announced that he is teaming with his label head A-Trak for a 12-city tour. The Detroit rapper and the Canadian DJ’s “Double Trouble” tour will make stops in Detroit, Chicago, Los Angeles, Las Vegas, New York City, and Paris.

[ALSO CHECK OUT: Stream Danny Brown’s New Album “Old”]

Double Trouble Tour

Check out the dates for the Double Trouble tour below.

10/11 – St. Louis, MO – Chaifetz Arena
10/12 – Nashville, TN – Greer Stadium
10/13 – Boulder, CO – Fool’s Gold Day Off
10/25 – Chicago, IL – Aragon
10/26 – Detroit, MI – Masonic Temple
11/01 – Paris, France – Pitchfork Music Festival Paris
11/08 – Pomona, CA – Fox Theatre
11/09 – Ventura, CA – Ventura Theatre
11/10 – Los Angeles, CA – Fool’s Gold Day Off
11/11 – Tempe, AZ – Club Red
11/12 – Las Vegas, NV – 1OAK at the Mirage
11/22 – New York, NY – Terminal 5

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Hip-Hop Rumors: A Weird Plies Rumor That Can’t Be Truth!

There are some strange rumors going around these days. I’ll play the game though. But this one simply cannot be true. In a nutshell, the rumor is Plies has broke his neck. Normally, that would be cause to make some phone calls by the news department and alarm by fans. Not this time. Why? Because it is rumored that his 15-plus pound gold chain somehow broke the rapper’s neck in three places.

Here is the “report” right here:


“It was my first time seeing him without a hat on and to be honest, I proly won’t even do the video anymore …I thought he was cute”, said one video chick who seen Plies being carried off in an ambulance while on set.
Paramedics were called to the scene around 12pm this afternoon where rapper Plies laid unconscious from what onlookers are calling a “freak accident” after his 7 Kilo gold chain fractured his neck in 3 places.

“I couldn’t believe this was the same guy who wrote Becky; He was polite and spoke so well” said an EMS operator shocked by Plies speaking voice in comparison to the many videos he posts online talking ghetto slang including the one of him buying the 7 kilo gold chain that led to him being in a critical condition.

Despite rapper Plies desperate plea to stay connected to the streets, the Hospital confirmed he has full health insurance and no priors as police ran a background check, because there were suspicions of foul play.

This sounds like a farce to me. No disrespect to this site, but this one is way out there.

The wrist is rocky though. LOL!

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Meek Mill Says New Mixtape With Wale On The Way

UPDATE: It was all a Twitter joke, between Wale and Meek. Go figure.

(AllHipHop News) Maybach Music Group appears to be on a serious run of feeding their fans with constant new music. After the collective released the recent projects Self Made 3 compilation album, Stalley’s Honest Cowboy mixtape, and Meek Mill’s Dreamchasers 3 mixtape, Meek is apparently teaming with fellow MMG rapper Wale for a another mixtape.

[ALSO CHECK OUT: Mixtape Download: Meek Mill: Dreamchasers 3]

Meek Mill announced on Twitter last night that the untitled tape will be dropping sometime today.

Be on the look out for the Meek Mill and Wale mixtape.

[ALSO READ: Members Of Maybach Music Group Sued For Missed London Concert]

Chris Brown Talks About Losing His Virginity & Finding His Maturity

(AllHipHop News) Chris Brown has been in the national spotlight since he was teenager already topping music charts, and while much has been written about his career and personal life over the last decade it appears the Tappahannock, Virginia native still has more to share.

During an interview with The Guardian, the R&B singer talked about how the assault on his then girlfriend Rihanna in 2009 was a wake-up call.

“I wouldn’t say it happened for a reason, but it was something to trigger my mind to be more of a mature adult. To handle myself in situations, don’t throw tantrums, don’t be a baby about it,” said Brown.

When asked about whether he is the latest example of child stars who struggle to function as adults Brown responded, “I guess people could say that. But the only thing that’s probably changed for me is just the facial hair a little bit. When I first came out, it was more of a young, warm, clean look. Very clean, very Disney.”

In one of the most revealing exchanges in the interview, the “Love More” performer says he lost his virginity at eight years old to a teenage girl.

“By that point, we were already kind of like hot to trot, you know what I’m saying?” said Brown. “So, at eight, being able to do it, it kind of preps you for the long run, so you can be a beast at it. You can be the best at it.”

Chris Brown’s sixth studio album X is scheduled for release December 3rd.

[ALSO READ: Chris Brown Announces Release Date For “X” Album]

The World Famous “Wake Up Show” Gets Unplugged [EXCLUSIVE VIDEO]

It was history in the making a few weekends ago out in LA when King Tech, Sway and DJ Revolution of The World Famous “Wake Up Show” finally made one of their dreams come true. The trio has been working together in Hip Hop harmony for years and are responsible for breaking artists across airwaves from all walks of Hip Hop. From Crooked I all the way over to Eminem, they have been responsible for lending both a mic and credibility to emerging artists world wide.

Well, last month Sway, Tech and DJ Revolution put out a call for emerging artists that they had already broken to come out to LA and be a part of a super secret project. Artists were not told the specifics about what they would doing, so they had to decide on a dime whether or not they were going to trust fate and jump on a plane or let an opportunity pass them by. Most decided to grab a ticket and pray for the best.

The result was lyrical epicness! The Hip Hop artists were paired up with grammy award winning musicians! They had no way to prepare for what would ensue! The live band was put together that very day. They had never even played together before! The band also didn’t know the songs that the Hip Hop artists had out so they were not going to be playing the mc’s music. The artists had to spit over random rhythms and improvisational songs. Each artist took a turn at the mic and each one crushed it! Check it out in the trailer below!

What resulted was nothing short of a Hip Hop revival. It was life changing for all in the room that day. The project will begin to drop over the next few weeks so get ready because once you witness it for yourselves there will be no turning back. The Culture is back kids! So stay tuned!

In the meantime check www.wakeupshow.com for new updates on both the “Wake Up Show Unplugged” project and to keep up with Tech, Sway and Rev about what’s going on with their show on Sirius XM/ Shade 45! You can also follow them on Twitter at @wakeupshow. Don’t forget to tune in Monday nights, Shade 45 on Sirius XM at 8 PM ET/ 5 PM PT!

PS. AllHipHop.com is proud to say that we broke FIVE of the acts that made it on to the epic show that day! Not too shabby huh? We picked these kids as winners to beat a few years back so we must admit we are pretty proud over here. (We won’t pat ourselves on the back too long!) Congratulations fellas! Job well done!

Dizzee Rascal: Kanye West Should Not Be The Spokesperson For Hip Hop

(AllHipHop News) International superstar Kanye West recently sat down with BBC Radio 1’s Zane Lowe for a heavily publicized interview where the Def Jam recording artist called himself the number one rock star on the planet among other things. Now one of England’s most celebrated rappers has offered his opinion on Mr. West’s grand statements during the Lowe Q&A. According to Dizzee Rascal, Kanye may not be the best person to represent Hip Hop at the moment.

[ALSO READ: Kanye West: Rap Is Now The New Rock N Roll + Full Interview W/ Zane Lowe]

“I think he’s going through some stuff, man. I wouldn’t make him the spokesperson for Hip Hop right now,” Rascal told The Daily Star.

Rascal may be from East London but the 28-year-old has spent significant time in the States. His experiences in America heavily influenced his latest studio album The Fifth released on September 30th.

The 16-track project features production by Will.i.am, RedOne, and A-Trak. The Fifth also includes the songs “A### Like That” featuring Sean Kingston and “H-Town” featuring Bun B and Trae Tha Truth.

Hip-Hop Rumors: A Crazy T.I. Rumor, But…

I was about to say! There was something crazy going on with T.I., according to these rumors in these streets! Here is what they are saying:

Word on the street is  T.I.P is expecting another baby and it’s not with his wife Tiny. We all hear the stories and rumors of T.I.P  cheating with other women and how Tiny accepts his behavior and deals with it, probably because of her love, family  and because there is one thing she has that them other chic’s will never have- his last name!!! This particular situation is very interesting because people  have alleged  they’ve slept around before, but now it is alleged she is pregnant with T.I.’s baby!  But like I said it’s  a rumor… “Allegedly”…None other than Ms. Hanna Kang the GM of Grand Hustle. 

This just re-started this week or so. But, the crazy thing is, this rumor has been around for the longest AND its false. Hanna denied the rumor earlier this year and also still works for Grand Hustle. She’s running the show up that piece and there is nothing going on between her and Tip.

Its funny, because certain blogs are going buck wild over this rumor, because there have been rumors buzzing that Tip and Tiny had some marital issues. But, they were chillin’ very cozily over the Hip-Hop Awards weekend. So that’s that.

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Hip-Hop Rumors: Busta And Eminem Got Some ISH!


Oh snap! I got the word and the word is Busta and Eminem have the song of the year! Straight like that. The official word is on the way, but the crazy thing is..I believe the talk! Why, because it comes from a highly trusted source in the AHH compound. Its already well known who is going to be on Busta’s new album. Also, I am hearing that Scoop DeVille produced the song, which really only strengthens the rumors. I have not heard the song, but I am hearing it will be leaking at some point soon. I cannot wait, because I believe Busta still has some in the tank.

Stay tuned!

Here is the other song Em and Busta did.

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NON Hip-Hop Rumors: Eminem’s Kids Wins Big! Is Chief Keef’s Baby Moms A Singer Now?


Looks like Ja Rule was dead wrong. If you know Hip-Hop battles, you know what I mean as it relates to Eminem’s daughter Hailee Jade! She’s seemingly grown up to be an upstanding citizen. She recently was appointed Homecoming Queen at her school. The news was all over the internet this weekend and hit the mainstream.

Eminem must be proud.

Her time to shine! Eminem's daughter Hailie Scott got her own moment in the limelight on Friday as she was crowned homecoming queen at her high school in Michigan

Pretty! The gorgeous 17-year-old has been referenced in Eminem's raps from day one

Back in the day: Eminem is pictured here with Kim Scott and their daughter Hailie in a home video the rapper released in his Mockingbird music video

CHEIF KEEF’S BABY MOMS, THE SINGER?

Its a slow day. Heck its Sunday. Its supposed to be slow. So, I guess anybody is a potential star if you are affiliated with a star, eh? The latest is Chief Keef’s baby mom, presumably. Honestly, I don’t know how true this is but that’s what the “internets” are saying.

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KNOCKOUT NATION: Will The Real Miguel Cotto Please Stand Up?

Miguel Cotto vs. Delvin Rodriguez go at it on HBO TONIGHT at 9:45 p.m. ET.  

While the boxing world and casual fans know Miguel Cotto will fight on Saturday night, there are even bigger questions to consider: Which Cotto will show up?

Will it be the Cotto who gave Floyd Mayweather all he could handle in May of last year, even drawing blood from the nose of the fighter known as “Money?” Or will it be the Cotto who lost a one-sided decision to Austin Trout in December? Not only did he lose, but he looked sluggish and defeated towards the end of the fight.

Inquiring minds will find out on Saturday, as Cotto faces former world title challenger Delvin Rodriguez at the Amway Center in Orlando, FL. The scheduled 12 round bout will headline a Top Rank card and be televised on HBO.

No one will question the talent, tenacity, and grit Cotto has demonstrated in a professional career that has spanned over 12 years. Not only is he adored by Puerto Ricans abroad, but he is respected in boxing circles, largely for winning world titles in three different weight classes.

Cotto (37-4, 30 KOs) has been in a lot of fights, where he has had to exert an abundant amount of energy. Maybe the 10 months between his fight with Trout and Saturday’s fight with Rodriguez is what he and his body needed. Fighters do come back stronger after taking a much-needed break from the ring.

But will we see the same Cotto? Logic tells us that we will see a smarter and savvier Cotto in the ring. Also, how much of an impact will new trainer Freddie Roach have on him? Can Cotto learn new tricks from the Hall of Fame trainer in Roach, who has steered fighters such as Manny Pacquiao to success?

That will depend on what Rodriguez brings. The Dominican-born Rodriguez is younger and taller than Cotto. Rodriguez is a skilled fighter, but has nowhere near fought the level of opposition Cotto has fought. Still, Rodriguez (28-6-3, 16 KOs) has fought brutal battles inside the ring. His July 2011 bout against Pawel Wolak was one of the best fights of that year due to the shear brutality each other gave during their 10 round bout. Rodriguez’s best bet will be to fight on the inside, but Cotto has always been dangerous in landing those vicious body shots, particularly with left hooks.

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Hip-Hop Rumors: (VIDEO) Nicki Minaj’s Twerk DVD?

Twerking ain’t going nowhere now that the masses have their clutches. Ellen is cool, but she has signed on with Nicki Minaj to create a faux DVD about “extreme twerking.” According to a promo, women can get a perfect body and a bigger booty by twerking. Furthermore, there are personal testimonials of people that are very happy.

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Cam’ron Explains His Jay Z Response, Called A Liar By Clothing Company

(AllHipHop News) Cam’ron recently revisited his old rivalry with Jay Z after Hov’s “Pound Cake” claim of making Cam’ron a millionaire. Speaking with Karen Civil, he explained why he responded to Jay Z on his Ghetto Heaven Vol. 1 track “Come And Talk To Me”:

In the song, Cam said Jay Z did not make him a millionaire and they made each other millions. Speaking with Karen Civil, Cam explains that he was not shocked by Jay Z’s assertion but wished he offered my clarity:

I don’t think Jay was necessarily taking shots at me. I just stated the facts of the scenario. He said he made more millionaires than the lotto did, but I knew Jay when he didn’t have a million, when none of us had a million, when Dame and them were on the come-up. I respect what all of us have done because I know where we all come from. But the way he put his lyrics [together] and made it seem like he made n##### money or put them in the place where they was supposed to be… He could’ve worded it like he helped n##### make more millions, instead of saying you made n##### millionaires.
Cam’ron is selling socks with Dame Dash and collaborating with clothing staple Alife on T-Shirts so his fashion notoriety has been in somewhat of a demand according to the Harlem rappers. However, Cam dismissed any rumors that he was in affiliation with DOPE Apparel:
When I did these ALIFE shirts, a lot of people hollered at me to do capsule collections with them. This dude calls from DOPE like, ‘Yo, we’re putting out the capsule Cam clothes deal that we made in a couple weeks.’ I never signed off on anything with them. I didn’t cosign on the artwork or the designs. I’m not going to allow them to have had conversations with my manager a year and a half ago about doing something because their company is in trouble, and now they see that I’m doing good in fashion, they think they just gon’ throw this out there. I’m not cosigning that. I’ll put it on Instagram and everything that I’m not doing it.
DOPE Clothing did not take kindly to Cam’ron disassociating from their brand and released a picture of Cam’ron-signed contract: cam-contract-karen-civil

Pics from Day 2 of A3C

A3C is still going strong in Atlanta this week. With more big shows to come over the weekend. Here are some flicks from Day 2. Ghostface, Skyzoo, Jean Grae, and Rich Media show at the Variety Playhouse in Atlanta.

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Pharoahe Monch

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Pharoahe Monch getting crowd energy.

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Sheek Louch came through.

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Hip-Hop Rumors: NO LIE – Big Sean IS Engaged To Be Married!


Why is Big Sean engaged? I thought he was so player. I guess this means Drake has to get heartbroken again, huh?

Apparently, Big Sean and his new babe Naya Rivera have gotten way more serious than I thought. I know his ex is P#####! She was the one on his first CD, but this new girl is the new one. I would think Big Sean would want to play more in the game. Here’s the deal. Naya made the announcement at Latina Magazine’s red carpet at some event.

Here it is.

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Papoose Responds To Possible Kendrick Diss

(AllHipHop News) Who is Kendrick Lamar dissing on his new verse, which will be fully presented at the 2013 BET Hip-Hop Awards? Most say its Drake, but a growing group of voices are stating that Kendrick is talking to non other than Papoose.

Papoose agrees with the latter.

The 14-second clip debuted on AllHipHop , but quickly went viral and quite possibly was misunderstood. But Kendrick isn’t talking yet.

RELATED: EXCLUSIVE: Kendrick Lamar Throws Shots At Drake During BET Cypher (VIDEO)

Papoose recorded the most vicious vitriolic response to Kendrick Lamar’s verse on “Control,” where he maintained he was the “King of New York.”

In an interview with XXL Magazine, Pap explained why he thinks Kendrick is talking to him.

A lot of people said he was going at you.

I agree with the people, I looked at the majority and they were saying he was going at me. So I agree with the listeners, I agree with the fans. They say majority rules, so I agree with the majority.

You’ve gone back at Kendrick in the past with a verse. Are you planning on that this time?


Yeah yeah, he can’t f### with me. He’ll never be able to shine my shoes, lyrically. So I’m just gonna be able to continue to prove that, to show and prove, like I did on “Control.” This is hip-hop, I love hip-hop, but I just want to continue to show and prove that he can’t f### with me lyrically. You can look forward to that in my next release, straight up. I live in the studio, that’s my second home. So yeah, I’m definitely going to respond.

Are you going to wait to hear the full verse?


I don’t gotta wait, he’s very predictable. I already know what he’s capable of and what he’s gonna say; he’s very predictable. I don’t gotta wait. I can go right now and crush that little 15-second s### he did. That ain’t even about nothing. The guy’s predictable; he’s a very predictable artist. I already know what he’s gonna say before he even says it.

It kinda seemed like Kendrick had gone through your “Control” response line by line in his verse.


Oh, definitely. Cosmic Kev out in Philly, when he played it, he said the record reminded him of “Ether.” I think that just ate his soul alive; as much as he wanted to take the high road and try to say that he was too much of a big shot to respond, I think it ate him alive and he couldn’t resist.

You think you struck a nerve with him?


Oh, more than a nerve, I struck the entire nervous system. He couldn’t sleep at night, when he opened his freezer he’d see my face, when he closed his eyes…

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